Chapter One
Ethan Barron sped down Main Street in his hometown of Serendipity, New York, with one thought only. You canโt outrun your past. He ought to know. Heโd tried hard enough.
He was still trying, if buying the old Harrington estate under a corporate name counted. But he had his reasons. It was one thing to let his brothers know heโd returned. He didnโt mind allowing the rest of the town time to squirm, wondering whoโd purchased the town landmark from the SEC auction block. Ethan hoped the fate of the previous owner wasnโt a bad omen for him. Heโd like the next phase of his life in Serendipity to be better than the last.
Ten years after taking off, he was back to face his past and make amends, if such a thing was possible. So far, his younger brothers werenโt interested in any family reunion he had to offer. His recklessness had destroyed their lives, and heโd compounded his mistakes by leaving townโand leaving them to social services. They werenโt ready to forgive.
Understandable.
He was still working on forgiving himself.
Nash and Dare were adults now, but Ethan owed them, and he intended to prove they could count on him for the duration. Hopefully then theyโd come around. And heโd be waiting, no matter how tough the road or how long it took. Buying the most prominent house in town was his first step. Evidence that heโd made something of himself and proof he was putting down roots, no longer the selfish ass whoโd caused more trouble than he cared to remember.
As he approached the turn to the house heโd only been living in for three weeks, he noticed a woman standing on the grass beside the long driveway. He turned and slowed to a stop, then climbed out of his Jaguar, another concession to his success.
He walked toward his visitor, taking her in at a glance. The woman had shoulder-length blond hair and, even in the heat of summer, wore a dark pair of denim jeans and a collarless but clearly expensive jacket. Hearing his approach, she turned toward him, her eyes shaded by large black sunglasses masking her face. He didnโt recognize her, yet a flicker of something he couldnโt name passed through him.
โAnything I can do for you?โ he asked.
She shook her head. โNo. I was just taking a walk.โ Her soft voice touched a memory deep inside him, but it was gone just as quickly.
โWell, this is private property.โ He cocked his head toward the main road, hoping sheโd take the hint.
He wasnโt in the mood for small talk with strangers. Although this well-put-together female definitely sparked his interest, he wasnโt here for anything but family and setting the past right. No distractions. Not even sexy overdressed ones. In his experience, those kinds of women were the most dangerous.
She lifted her glasses, and her golden eyes seared him straight through to his soul as she held his gaze for a long, deliberate moment. Like she was judging him.
โYep. Still an arrogant ass,โ she muttered, her previously mellow voice now pissed off and angry.
Familiar.
She slipped the sunglasses back in place, squared her shoulders, and headed down the road, turning her back on him just as heโd intended.
โWait,โ he called after her, the word coming out like a direct order.
โIโm not your damn yo-yo,โ she tossed back over her shoulder and kept walking.
But he couldnโt let her go. โI said wait.โ He took a quick jog to catch up with her and grabbed her arm.
โWhat?โ she snapped and jerked her arm back, annoyed.
He inclined his head, unsure what had come over him. โDo I know you?โ he asked, the answer niggling somewhere in the deep recesses of his mind.
โYou tell me.โ She lifted her glasses, this time perching them on top of her head, giving him a full view of her face and features for the first time.
Soft creamy skin with a hint of freckles, golden-brown eyes, and a perfect nose. Her pulse beat hard at the base of her throat, giving life to the memory hovering just out of reach. Another hot steamy day, him on his motorcycle, her in her cheerleading outfit, walking from school to the house he now called home.
โWell, Iโll be damned,โ he muttered as more memories slammed into him.
Heโd offered her a ride home that day. No one had been more shocked than him when sheโd taken it. Instead of driving up the hill, heโd taken her behind an abandoned building in town and kissed her senseless. Heโd wanted more, but sheโd rejected him.
He was right. He couldnโt outrun his past.
โSo you do remember,โ she said, her tone clearly challenging him.
He inclined his head. โThe princess from the mansion on the hill,โ he mused out loud.
She placed one hand on her hip. โWhat does that make you as the new owner? Prince Charming?โ
So word had gotten out after all. He should probably thank his housekeeper, Anna, for that. Sheโd come with the house, needed the job, and didnโt like him at all. She provided him with all the gossip he didnโt want to know about the town of Serendipity and its inhabitants. She talked nonstop while she worked. Of course sheโd tell the prior ownerโs daughter who had bought their home.
โWell?โ his trespasser asked, drawing him back to the present.
Ethan grinned. He liked her spunk and couldnโt help but laugh. โI donโt remember you being a wiseass.โ
She raised a delicate eyebrow. โMaybe thatโs because you didnโt know me all that well,โ she said in the haughty tone he remembered.
โAnd whose fault was that?โ He deliberately baited her, the memory of her rejection surprisingly strong after all these years.
Awareness and definite remembrance flickered in her gaze. He was struck by how those amber eyes still provided an open window to her soul. When he was younger, heโd been captivated, mesmerized by how pure and untouched she appeared compared to the girls he normally hung around with. Girls with a harder edge, willing to give it up to anyone but especially to him because he had a reputation for being bad and had no problem living up to it.
Sheโd been different. Special. Another reason her rejection had stung so badly.
Looks like Iโm facing another unresolved piece of my past, he thought, disgusted with himself for still caring.
Although to be fair, sheโd only been sixteen and a good girl at that. No way would she have put out for anyone, let alone him.
She shifted on her high-heeled sandals.
Uncomfortable or restless to leave? Ethan chose the former. Heโd like to think heโd gotten to herโthe same way sheโd gotten to him. Inside his skin just as she had way back when.
She flipped her glasses back onto her face. โOkay, I think weโre finished reminiscing. You go home to your place.โ She gestured up the hill. โIโll go back to mine.โ
โAnd where would that be?โ All he knew of her family now was that her father was in jail, and her mother lived on the other side of town, a comedown for a woman with her attitude and former wealth.
He hadnโt known the princess was back here at all. Apparently, Anna had chosen to omit that bit of information.
โIโm renting a place over Joeโs on Main.โ She tossed her hair in a way that indicated her new digs were no big deal.
He knew better. Joeโs was the local bar where guys like Ethan used to hang out. But he knew not to pity her.
โInteresting,โ he said instead.
โWhat is?โ She pursed her glossed lips.
Definitely not a deliberate move but seductive nonetheless, and he longed for a hot, wet taste. Wondered
what might have been if sheโd given in to temptation all those years ago.
But this was now, and her question still hovered between them. โItโs interesting how the mighty have fallen.โ
No pity, just truthfulness, he thought and held her gaze, not backing down.
She raised her chin a notch. โLike I said, you donโt know me at all.โ
โThen fill me in.โ
She exhaled a puff of air and paused. Probably trying to decide how much to reveal, a feeling he understood too well.
โI came back for a fresh start,โ she said at last. โIโll be opening an interior design business in town. What about you?โ
He shrugged. Easy enough question. โI own a weapons software development company.โ
Her mouth opened, then closed again.
โNope, didnโt end up in jail after all,โ he said, catching the shock that had registered on her face.
โI didnโt thinkโโ
He folded his arms across his chest. โYeah, you did.โ
The first hint of a smile pulled at her lips. โOkay, so maybe I would have thought that, but you buying this house gave me a clue youโd turned things around.โ
A hint of admiration touched her voice, and though he appreciated the sentiment, he didnโt deserve it. Heโd still screwed up a lot of peopleโs lives. But recent years had been better. Heโd gone to college on the Armyโs dime and put his affinity for computer simulation gaming to good use. After two tours of duty overseas, heโd ended up working at a military base Stateside in the management information system department doing software-related work and dabbling in his own development work on the side.
Upon graduation, heโd taken a job with Lockheed but had chafed under their restrictions. He turned independent contractor, picked up a few contracts that enabled him to support himself, and within a few years, heโd perfected a system that revolutionized the capabilities of the countryโs next proposed fleet of military jets. Heโd sold his system to the government, netting him a small fortune and enabling him to buy her old house.
None of which sheโd care about. โAnd what were you doing here?โ he asked, moving the subject away from himself.
They both knew he meant the land, the property, and specifically, her old home.
She swallowed hard. He had no doubt the subject was a painful one. โI came to look,โ she admitted. โTo remember.โ
He nodded in understanding. Her familyโs fall from grace couldnโt be easy for her, yet sheโd come back.
Maybe they had common ground after all, he thought, finding a more than grudging respect for this woman and her strength. She was right. He hadnโt known her then. Didnโt know her now either, but suddenly, he wouldnโt mind rectifying that fact. If he had the time or energy to invest in someone who wasnโt family-related.
He didnโt.
โLook, I really need to get going,โ she said. โThe heatโs killing me. I only meant to take a short walk through town. Next thing I knew, I ended up here.โ
As if on cue at the mention of the sweltering weather, he caught the bead of sweat trickling down her throat, her chest, disappearing between the swells of her breasts, visible beneath the silk top she wore under her jacket.
He swallowed a groan. She was dangerous, all right. But he couldnโt let her walk back in those ridiculous shoes, and sheโd overheat in the damn clothes. โCome on. Iโll give you a ride back to town.โ
She shook her head. โI appreciate it, butโโ
โItโs hot as hell, and Iโd bet my last dollar your feet are killing you. So come on.โ He waited for a deliberate beat. โUnless youโre afraid to be alone with me, princess?โ
Her breath caught in her throat, and a slow but knowing smile tilted her lips. โYou know Iโm not.โ
That quickly, they were back ten years, and he was daring her to climb on his bike. And she had. Sheโd been afraid of him, and he knew it, but sheโd accepted the challenge, and heโd never felt anything like it.
He wanted to experience that same rush again. Wanted to feel her arms wrapped around him and her body pressed against his, trusting him to keep her safe. But most of all, he wanted to feel her fingernails digging into his skinโand not because they were riding a motorcycle. He remembered thinking that if the bike had gotten her that worked up, he could only imagine what sheโd be like during sex. Heโd wondered if sheโd scream when he pounded into her and made her come. Hell, heโd been so hard for her on the ride, heโd barely been able to see straight to drive. Heโd tried to ease the ache sheโd caused. And of course sheโd turned him down for that.
He couldnโt deny she affected him still.
He turned toward the car before she could notice. โCome on and Iโll drive you home.โ
โOne question first.โ
He gritted his teeth and glanced over his shoulder. โWhat?โ
โDo you even remember my name? Or am I still just that spoiled princess to you?โ
Oh, he remembered. He just liked โprincessโ better. But from the determined look on her face, his answer mattered.
As if heโd forget. Heโd taken a philosophy class his senior year in high school. The perky cheerleader had also been in that class, one of the few sophomores there. Theyโd been given an assignment to explore the meaning behind their names. For once, he hadnโt cut class, and heโd been there the day sheโd had to discuss hers. Her name had everything to do with unquestioning belief and complete trust. Something that no one had ever had in him. Ironically, he couldnโt remember what the hell his name meant, but he recalled hers.
โWell?โ She tapped her foot impatiently.
He shook his head and let out a groan. โGet in the car . . . Faith.โ
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Faith Harrington bit down on the inside of her cheek. So Ethan remembered her name. Dammit. She had been looking for an excuse not to take the ride. Any reason to avoid being in an enclosed space with a man who was too sexy for words. If his bad-boy persona had awed her as a teen, this new-and-improved adult versionโtoo long jet-black hair and allโtook her breath away. Not that sheโd let him know. Faith was finished letting any man have the upper hand.
But sheโd take the ride. Her feet ached in her heels and were probably swollen from her unexpected walk.
Sheโd avoided her childhood home since her return to town a few weeks ago, but sheโd been drawn back today. For what, she didnโt know. Maybe she thought sheโd try to see how sheโd missed the signs that the father sheโd adored had been another person entirely?. Heโd bankrupted the rich and the working class alike.
Heโd duped everyone he came into contact with. Including his daughter.
His betrayal had ripped a hole in Faithโs heart the size of New York Stateโthen her ex-husband had driven a Mack truck right through it, destroying everything that was left. She was free now and had been for the past six monthsโfrom her father, whom sheโd disowned, and from Carter Moreland, whom sheโd divorced. She wanted nothing to do with either one. Instead, sheโd returned home to figure out who in the world Faith Harrington really was.
She blinked into the afternoon sun. Ethan still waited, reminding her that apparently she was a woman who found the onetime rebel an extremely sexy, desirable man.
Uh-oh.
She lifted her chin a notch and strode past him, heading for the car. He beat her there, opening the passenger door for her to get inside. She made the mistake of glancing into his heated gaze, disarmed by the banked desire she saw there, and blinked in shock.
โDonโt look so surprised,โ he said, misunderstanding her reaction. โI picked up some manners since you saw me last.โ
She couldnโt help but smile. โAs I recall, you had good manners back then too.โ When heโd taken her home, heโd helped her off the back of the bike, ignoring her motherโs disdainful glare.
Ethan shook his head. โIโm sure my mother would have been happy to hear that,โ he said wryly.
But she caught the hint of sadness in his tone and couldnโt let the moment pass. โIโm sorry about what happened to your parents. It was an awful tragedy and a senseless accident.โ One that had rocked the entire town.
Until today, she didnโt know what had happened to the eldest brother. She couldnโt deny she was glad to see he was back and in one piece. Even if he was now the owner of her childhood home.
โThank you.โ A muscle ticked in his jaw. โBut they shouldnโt have been on the road that night at all.โ He shifted uncomfortably and cleared his throat. โYou getting in?โ he asked, annoyance in his tone as he gestured inside.
She recognized a subject change when she heard one and slipped into the sports car. The sleek black Jag with its deep red interior suited him. Big and imposing while dark and brooding at the same time.
He slammed her door, walked around to the driverโs side, and joined her, placing his sunglasses on his face and turning on the ignition. The air conditioner hit her full force, and she let out an involuntary moan of relief.
She didnโt know what had possessed her to walk here on a scorching ninety-degree August day.
He raised his sunglasses for a moment, a knowing smile lifting his sexy lips. โHot?โ he asked.
She couldnโt mistake the dual implication or the amusement in his rich brown eyes.
โVery,โ she said, knowing her words were a distinct tease yet unable to control the banter that seemed to come too easily with him.
He shook his head, slid his glasses back onto the bridge of his nose, and pulled the car onto Main Street. He drove confidently with one hand on the wheel and the other on the stick. She couldnโt tear her gaze from his big, strong hand cupping the shift.
โYou can drop me off outside Cuppa Cafรฉ,โ she said in a voice she barely recognized. She pointed at the coffee shop on Main.
โSuit yourself.โ He eased the car into the open spot in front of the store, idling the engine.
She turned to face him. โThanks for the ride.โ
He slid an arm over the back of her seat. โMy pleasure, princess.โ
โNot anymore,โ she muttered under her breath. Because what heโd said earlier, about how the mighty have fallen? He was right. In more ways than he could possibly imagine.
โI guess Iโll be seeing you around.โ She reached for the door handle and climbed out of the car.
She headed into the coffee shop, needing space and air that didnโt include Ethanโs musky scent and the sensual awareness he inspired. Ten years ago, heโd tried to steal more than a kiss, making her desire things sheโd had no business yearning for at sixteen. Making her want him in a way that surpassed anything in her previous experience. Little did he know that his kiss had meant everything to herโeven as sheโd known sheโd been just another girl heโd tried to add to his list of conquests.
But that was then. Now she was an adult, fully aware of the meaning of her bodyโs response to him. But she was also at a crossroads and would be better off focusing on figuring out who she was.
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Narrated by Pippa Jayne and Eric Michael Summerer